Bipolar

Bipolar is not the easiest thing to have to deal with.I know this for a fact because,I have been diagnosed with it since the age of 22. I have been hospitalized for it 3 different times. It is scary at times because ,you worry about things that have yet to even come.For example: I worry about the weather days in advance,not sure why but I always think the worst of everything.I sometimes have racing thoughts as well. Then there are the anxiety attacks & panic attacks. Some days are easier to deal with then others. Sometimes ,you have days of pure mania .Example: Racing thoughts ,talking fast,& I always clean when I am having these days.I am OCD also.This has been a problem all of my life.I try my best to control my feelings & emotions but some days you just can not control it. I am not sure how many of you can relate.I just had to share my thoughts on bipolar & I am hoping for some responces.Thank you all for taking the time to read this.God Bless You All !